This feeling is never going away...
I wished I could be the one retaking A's instead of taking it for the first time on my own.
This is the toughest mind game I have with myself.
A's is definitely a challenge against discipline, having a life and consistency.
It's somehow quite sad that I learn things very fast yet I don't retain information.
Math is like my biggest enemy now.
Chem has became a test of memory.
Econs has to be part of memory and understanding the way to answer.
Physics oh god I haven't touched it since I don't know when, I know I have been neglecting it because it's a H1 subject.
I finally know this feeling of can't wait for it to end yet don't want it to be here.
It's only less that 8 weeks and I'm nowhere near ready.
I just need a little push, on my own.