The true joy to be happy even if it's just moment

I know I should be spending 10 hours a day studying diligently but I ain't doing so.
I know the consequences that I would face if I don't do so.
I know I have no second take at all if I can't do so.
Less than 5 months to fight monster A and I'm not prepared at all.
It's a matter of now or never.

Finally passed driving and it was one of the best moments in life. Truly appreciate things occurring so smoothly today.