have been feeling so sick of studying recently.
major problem is with myself,
great sense of reluctance in me.
sometimes i really wish i could just do nothing for the days to pass by.
i would rather do something else than studying the subjects that i'm not interested in.
the first time in my life,
i dislike maths till i kinda gave up.
8 chapters for mye,
and i cant even ace for 2 chapters.
maybe i just dont like the teaching method.
lectures for maths, hard to even focus.
tutorials are always a waste of time.
i would say i learn nothing during tutorials.
we were all busy copying solutions for tutorial during those periods.

it has been just a great torture for the mind to wonder.