pictures taken by mich and winnie.

dinner with mich, winnie, cass and kishen at chomp chomp last night.

havent seen kishen for months.

he's always a good entertainer. lol.

wanted to workout today, but ________.

so not gonna go, just gonna waste my time off till 4.

for all, it seems to be one of a kind.
not only the attitude but the way of handling too.
civilised

i've spent a lot on food today!
steffi was being blur, came to sch then realised she doesnt have pw today. LOL!
she waited for me after my pw,
went heartland mall for lunch.
we were walking around,
in the end we ate some ice and sakae buffet at 11plus.
went back to sch and slacked till vb training starts.
1st dinner with vb peeps after training.
next mon, wed and fri gonna have training sessions,
the only 3 trainings for the june holiday. LOL!
we're gonna make vb training tees this holiday.
and we're planning to get team bag next week. =)

cant wait for dinner with 404 peeps this fri.
and oso outing/movie trip with joey, amanda and emelia.

i guess i'll have whole body ache tmrw!
being very active today.
went to sch to borrow racket from mr chong before meeting joey at hougang sports hall.
he was so nice to lend me a good racket.
there were many older ppl playing, should say senior citizens.
they dont have to pay for the court.
we played for 2hrs.
shouldnt have book the court for TWO hrs with just the TWO of us. lol!
we met some nice monfort uncle to spare us super good shuttlecocks.
after which, met amanda and had beancurd as our lunch.
had pw till 4plus.
i think it's getting boring.
gotta follow so many format for EoM, and it's an individual task.
ate dinner at kovan then went back sch for vb.
was being super on cos ejon persuaded.

pw at 8am tmrw.
catching movie with amanda, emelia and joey after that in the noon.
feel as though i havent been watching movie regularly.

vb training at 3pm on wed.
econs lecture from 2-4pm on fri.

webcam with steffi for a few mins before leaving starbucks.

she was doing this for half of the time. LOL!
helping cass with her project.

had a long sleep.

dragged my time during the early noon.

went to tamp to meet winnie.

franz was at tamp starbucks, so we joined him.

angela and branson were both at the library.

was surfing the net and a little bit of studying on chem gaseous state.

cass came over around evening.

all of them were busy with projects.

i was feeling damn relaxed. lol.

had some light food with winnie for our dinner.

meeting joey in the morning for badminton tmrw.

pw at 2-4pm.

not going vb in the morning.

only playing after 4pm.

never really said too much
afraid it wouldn't be enough
just try to keep my spirits up
when there's no point in grieving

steffi- the miss B. LOL!

mye are officially over.
time to relax. LOL!
even though the results are sure to be wonderful.
will probably get less than 10 rank points. -.-
that's super bad though.

gonna spend more time to workout, sleep and stuffs!=)

paper in the morning was so tiring.
finally get to meet steffi to walk into sch after such a long time!
maths paper today, sure fail. lol.
i really need to pass chem tmrw, but..yeah.
i just realised that the last paper on fri is in the afternoon!
the timing is so damn bad. -.-

ams,
as,
redox,
chem bonding,
kinetics.

3 more subs to go! 3 more days.
econs paper 1 was ok,
but paper 2 was like hell. LOL!
maths paper tmrw, i didnt even practice more than 3qns. -.-
havent been going to sch early in the morning.
paper gonna end at 10am, will have a lot of time to study after that.

so bored in sch today!
tmrw worse. -.-

had GP papers today, no comment abt it actually, the passage was just kinda funny at a certain paragraph.
econs tmrw.
i just started studying today. LOL!
out of 130 pages, i studied 62pages.
in fact, still got a lot more to go.
i shall try to like econs for the night just for the sake of tmrw's papers.

nothing should affect me now.
maybe i was too tired ytdy that caused my mind to wonder off.

doom's day in few hrs time.
had a feeling, hope this week is not coming, yet hoping this week will pass soon.

just came home after a long day out.
met branson, franz and dhana to the gym in the morning.
workout for abt 2hrs.
saw wonghuiting and her friend there.
and i finally recalled who her friend is. lol.
subway for lunch again.
went to regional library to study.
saw carmen, chunyou and ti wee.
we had our dinner at kfc.
it's kinda guilty eating fastfood for 2 meals in a day.
headed to matthias's house after dinner.
hang out at some study room and games room.
played pool, it was hilarious to see franz and angela learning to play.

went to millenia institute for their sch's carnival.
atikah brought us there.
managed to catch up with petrina for awhile.
the sch's big, everything there looks new.
there's quite a number of good looking peeps there.
they gave us a very slack feeling.
how i wish i can be like them too.
tuition was in the evening.
i've understood quite a lot for chem bonding during the lesson ytdy.

yay, taking exams in the noon tmrw. =)

get away with the exam fever.
i wanna slack.
i wanna rest.
i wanna play.

have been feeling so sick of studying recently.
major problem is with myself,
great sense of reluctance in me.
sometimes i really wish i could just do nothing for the days to pass by.
i would rather do something else than studying the subjects that i'm not interested in.
the first time in my life,
i dislike maths till i kinda gave up.
8 chapters for mye,
and i cant even ace for 2 chapters.
maybe i just dont like the teaching method.
lectures for maths, hard to even focus.
tutorials are always a waste of time.
i would say i learn nothing during tutorials.
we were all busy copying solutions for tutorial during those periods.

it has been just a great torture for the mind to wonder.

having damn pimples outbreak.
think i've consumed too much heaty food.
my mum was being nice to massage for me today.
checked that i've got quite a number of internal injuries.
my wrist is damn painful this few days.
gonna refrain from touching vb this week.
even my veins in my wrist are injured. =(
my foot too! dont know if it's due to running.
i'm prone to this kinda injuries nowadays. zzz

extra physics lesson tmrw at 10am.
deadline for GPP is on friday.
i need a good rest after 9days!

somtimes it's just so tiring and so lost that i just wanna do nothing at all.

cant believe i could actually start running 2.4km without doing any warm-up.
practically forgot abt it cos we were late.
surprisingly, i got my motivation at that point of time!=D
my motivation was gone by the time i'm left with 2 rounds.
had a hard time catching up with my motivation, but still i didnt manage to in the end. zzz
a moment of entertainment. LOL!
my calves are always giving me problems. it's still aching now.

camp aspire on 23-25june.
not exactly excited abt it,
but it has been very long since i last went to a camp.
good thing abt this -> white polo tee. LOL!

6 days.
no one is ready.
are you?

i miss this game.

and surprisingly, i miss this game too.

no school today. =)

actually i'm kinda bored without going to school.

it'll be a very short week for this week.

tue and wed normal school days.

thurs and fri study break.

2.4km run has been postponed to tmrw morning 6.15am.

i hope it doesnt rain.

mr joe lim is letting me to take napfa again next term.

i wanna ace it all.

it's a week to MYE.

i know i wont be able to pass all,

but i hope i'll be able to do as much as i could.

i hope this will end soon too.

i dont rmb feeling this way when i had any of the MYE in my life. -.-

i'm missing 4o4 class peeps.

i'm missing the 6 girls.

gotta plan and hang out in june!

i need to get quite a number of things for myself too.

i miss those carefree days.

during o level period, being heck-care, still manageable.

for now, eventhough i care, i still cant manage.

understanding the need of self-discipline.

just had subway for dinner.
went to tamp gym before that.
havent been there for super long time.
workout for less than an hr time.
i miss going to familiar places.

friday tmrw!
waking up at 7am!=)

it's not enough.
no time.

the run was cancelled due to the heavy rain in the morning.
had our pw groupings today.
my group members:
wenyi, brian, joey and amanda.
LOL! cant believe 3 of us are acutually in the same group?!
dont know if it's a good or bad thing. lol.
hope that it's gonna be easier for us to communicate.
GL for the group, joey's the AGL. =)
we shall work along together with all of us.

chem and econs lecture tests tmrw.
i'm prepared to fail econs.
i'm here to say,
i've no interest in econs at all.
i dont like econs.
i'm very reluctant to get econs into my head.
i've nv passed econs before.
i dont expect myself to pass econs for MYE.
and...
can i drop econs?
i know the answer, i got no choice. zzz.

MYE in 12days.
have some control please.

currently, i've two and a half hrs before i go off to bed. (although i'll still be sitting on my bed till then)
i've got PI to do. (hope this is really the last damn rejection!)
then, econs essay.
finally chemical bonding revision.
i gotta sleep early cos the alarm's gonna ring at 5.45am.
gotta reach sch by 6.15am for napfa test- 2.4km run.
had the 5 stations test today.
damn pissed with the standing board jump.
i'm waiting for re-test to get all As!

gonna bathe now.
cant waste time,
if not it'll eat into my sleeping time!

failed to study today according to wad i've planned.
i think our whole class's PIs were all rejected by dr choe again.
gotta make changes again.
joshua was helping me with my PI,
helped me looked for mrs/ms sharon yeo.
being the head, i think the way she talks to students is so much better than dr choe.
she said i got a pretty good PI, which i didnt even expect from the comment of dr choe's. lol.
alright. gotta do the changes again later.
i cant sleep early!=(

my youngest brother is having HFM disease!
cant imagine he's actually having that at this age?!
i thought it'll normally happen to kids in kindergarden or primary school.
HOPE THE VIRUS WONT PASS TO ME!
i cant afford to be away from school for a week.
temperature taking twice a day,
how troublesome?
my temp was pretty high for both readings, 37.4 and 37.5.
if i'm down with fever, means the virus got me. -.-

how can i control to stop feeling moody in school?
i dont know why i'm feeling the moodiness as often this year?
i dont rmb feeling moody last year except for the worse period of time.

a better day tmrw.
i know it's a reminder everyday.

look so short beside franz!i must make good use of today to make study plans and etc.

had 12hrs of sleep last night.

havent been sleeping for that long already!

shan't waste my time for today.

- chem tutorial

- chem revision from mye papers

- PI (submission tmrw, send softcopy to dr choe by 8pm.)

- maths lecture test on tue. (i left my book in the locker! DAMN.)

- econs tutorial: essay ( left in the locker.)

left my shoebag in locker too. lol.

heading to gym in the evening if i got time.

MYE in 15days.

i realised that we're the only jc having mye in may, the rest are having it in 2months time.

a better week coming along.

out today with peeps.
went to vivo.
ate lunch, walked around, ate more food, dragged the time till movie starts.
watched horseman.
cant understand why is there a need to check our pass till like that?
cant they see that they were all poly student passes/ ic? -.-
anw, i think the movie was more bloody than taken. LOL!
though the ending was kinda ___.
we had our dinner before we left for home.
pictures will be uploaded by cass on facebook.

i feel so tired now to make the change for my PI,
but i got no choice.
GP test at 8am tmrw.
got a short vb game after that.
then gonna accompany carmen to tm after that.
after that, heading to yishun to aunt's new shop.
most probably will be heading back to sch again.
to bishan for tuition, 530 to 730.
serene's having some birthday celebration at bedok.
i guess i'm more likely to be dead by then.
vanessa still havent confirm with me.
a very busy day for me tmrw indeed.

i still need sleep very badly.