my throat feels weird.
think i've been coughing too much.

this weekend passed really fast to me.
havent even got enough sleep at all.
reached home at 7plus this morning.
been to daniel's hse.
played through the night.
slept for abt 2 hrs and went out to meet ik and peeps.
went to mr tan's hse at rivervale.
it was much of a house full of ex-meridians, teachers and students.
we got extra red packets though. =p
headed back to ik's hse at around 4.
played cards, managed to win abt $10.

met class peeps on sat.
we went to mrs chua's hse.
joy is cute.
she's not like others who cries a lot in front of so many ppl.

i got uniforms and stuffs for srjc already.
got into my first choice for subjects combination.
h2; chemistry, economics, maths and h1 physics.
and yes, there's school tmrw, games orientation.
gonna end at 5pm for few days.
from tmrw on, no fathima or rachel in sr anymore.

dont know what the hell am i thinking about.
sometimes i really wonder what's your motive?
or rather, i should say, it's all the times, just that it has been kept.
is this gonna be a trick to screw my life and bring me back to the starting point again?
after 8 months though, i think i'm still able to give myself some time to get harsh again.
dont let me find out about any monkey business.
if you're being a threat here, can you please be kind this time, for once and for all?
i need to know, but i just cant find any point of asking.
it seems so hard to know what is true?
i'm pissed, dont know with who,
or perhaps just myself?