i havent been feeling that exhausted like today.
slept before 12 actually.
got woken up after 2 hrs.
then slept at around 6.
woke up at 7 plus.
-.-i know, i'm not having enough sleep.
got myself prepared then headed to imh.
reached there at abt 9.
had a talk for abt an hr.
yes, i know, i did tell myself before.
change to adapt, adapt to change.
i was told that i've been better.
only got picked abt my sleeping patterns.
certainly will change it soon? lol.
the rest of it was much more like a reflection.
which i dont think i have to name everything? lol.
alright,
next appointment will be on 20 feb,
which i think is kinda long from now.
after which,
i went to hougang mall.
just to waste time actually.
was trying to read my book at the library,
and i actually fell asleep for like half an hr after 10mins of reading. lol.
woke up, couldnt stand the itch, and i went to get food.
u know wad? my weight increased by 3kg in 3days already.
dont understand why i'm taking so much food.
but dont worry, i'm not fat.=D
i couldnt take that high fatigue level,
got home and caught an hr of sleep before meeting winnie.
she spent quite a lot today? just at cotton on. lol.
till we got back to her hse again to get her extra money.
i spent around $20plus, excluding food, of cos.
got home around 6plus.

i'm meeting suie at 9AM tmrw! LOL!
i'm not lazy, no contradiction.=)
after that gonna go home wash up and meet vanessa at 12pm.

i've not been crying for a long time, i guess?
perhaps even when there's a feeling trying to press me down,
there'll be an auto-force by myself.
after all, we had been forcing against ourselves from then till now.
just to keep myself in blank, and that's good enough already.
i shouldnt be thinking abt you right? damn it.