my eyes are hell damn tired.
got to sleep only at around 6.30am this morning,
and had to wake up at 9.30am.
when i woke up,
it was damn terrible,
usually, the most i'll get is jus half my body numb,
but this time,
i could only sense my head there and the rest of my body was like totally dead.
can u imagine that? lol.
wad kinda signs are these?dying?lol.
then headed to gym.
jesslyn was one hr late,
which means i could have get an hr of sleep more.
less workout and more talking at the gym today.
i'm seriously getting exhausted.

how to describe this?
heart aching pain in anytime, anwhere.
jus couldnt stop having the feeling of tearing.
kept holding on to the tears,
but it was like nv a success.
jus crying at any place, any point of time.
i'm not crazy,
i'm jus a little bit unwell.
why the hell am i suffering from all these damn shit?
and where the hell is my relieve?

halloween~

BOO~

nth much better to do.

LOL!

pure physics was like hell. lol.
science physics was like,
u can do it without much of ur brain cells. lol.
emaths paper 2 tmrw,
last paper for the week.
i cant wait for the freaking ss paper to come and be over.
once it's over,
it'll be self-claimed o level finish.
i'm leaving part of my brain memory jus for ss.

oh,
damn damn damn!

i'll make myself believe,
wad goes around comes around.
u made me suffered this bad,
i'm sure others will in return,
ensure u get it back on urself.
jus wait,
it's jus a matter of time.
i'm sure new ppl u jus knew will turn this one day.

disgrace.

spent 3 days at t3(tcc, mac) doing history,
with branson and angela most of the time.
mr foo was there for 2 of the days.
hmm..
think i'm not gonna memorise anything for it,
jus doing it by the understanding way,
but it depends much on mood too.
tmrw morning then continue studying before the afternoon paper.
dunno why am i getting quite a number of internal injuries recently,
no one could understand much.
lol. including me.
my nerves/veins could jus alarmed me with weird sharp pains.

the 5th 27.

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了

16days left.
papers for coming week,
tue- hist 2pm
wed- physics 2pm
thurs- emaths 8am
there's only 3papers for the coming week,
it drags so long.

off to history now.

it turns to be 19 more days,
why is the feeling of counting down turning numb?lol.
freaking bored these few days.
went gym today,
there isnt enough time to go for another till nex week?
i had so much time to spare that i went thrice last week.
tmrw got two long long papers, emaths and amaths.

过不了关,
依然还是过不了关.
两个字,
失败.
i'm still wondering how am i going to...
if it didnt change for the good for up coming,
i think i really have to find some way to go treatment.
no kid.

it's 23days from now!
chem paper2 tmrw,
and i'm here telling that i didnt even touch chem at all today?LOL!
dun get shocked. haha.
wad i did today?
maths and maths. lol.
i can be a lecturer's assistant?=D need help?
alright.
chem paper is at 2.30pm tmrw.
it's late though,
the same goes to almost all the other papers.
for this coming week,
mon-chem paper2
tue-eng p1 at 2.30pm, p2 at 5pm. DAMN!
wed-amaths p1 at 2.30pm
fri-emaths p1 at 8am, amaths p2 at 2.30pm.
it's jus one good thing that u dun have to wake up that early for papers.

suddenly,
i really dunno wad to do after o levels.
in damn shit again.

it starts tmrw,
and it ends after 27days.
make it fast.
this whole week is gonna be damn boring.
everyone's heading airport or back to sch.
make tmrw to come faster,
once it started it'll pass quickly?
everyone out there is having such a better live?

same old sentence;
变了心的人
越想越伤人

jus got 37 cards done,
plus 8 laminated cards done too.
high efficiency! LOL!
suie, cass and xl still doing.
it's the graduation day tmrw,
or should say later. lol.

can this freaking o level faster come and go?!
i'm seriously damn sick abt it.
damn whatever it is.
i jus dun give a damn to all of these now.
ppl busy studying and i dun feel being alive.
seriously living dead.
!#$%^&*

wake up call?

more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
you are not moving on
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
## was the one who should regret
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
not you
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
you've treat ## nice neough
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
enough
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
TAN HUI TING
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
you really got to move on
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
## will be the one who will regret
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
get on with life
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
you are in love with the old ##
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
not the new one
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
## taking your kindness for granted
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
time to wake up
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
you keep finding excuse to allow yourself not to let go
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
i told you before
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
its not you cant but you don want
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
you're old enough to decide
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
everyone around you want the best for you, if ## really meant well, ## wont make you suffer like this. you know ## using you but you're still willing. this is not call love. perhaps you don mind, but ## must take you as a silly and keep making use of you. ask yourself. do you want your life to be always revolve around ## when you know both of you are impossible
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
anymore and that ## no longer love you? you choose your life, how you want it to be. to be full of joy or full of sorrow. since you choose full of sorrow, you got to take it and bear the pain.
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
i know say is easier than done
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
but if i were you
more gratefulness, fewer request. says:
i will really confront ##, ask ## how ## feel. does ## really want this to end? if ## ans is yes, just let go. if ## ans is not sure, for sure i'm going to fuck care ## cause this kind of person does not cherish the relationship we share before. how can a person have no idea if to salvage this relationship that have been through so many hardship before?

thanks for the thought.

17 more days to o levels.
winnie was urging.
i laughed, oh?still got 17days ar?
LOL! mich got the same reaction too.
aunty's sense of urgency is higher. lol.
anw,
going to sch is such a boredom nowadays.
plainly doing other schools prelim papers.
nth much though.
once again,
it's friday,
weekend tmrw.
i've got nth to do seriously.

good moment for angela and branson,
two bumble bee busy with honey and stuffs. lol.
quite a good booster for their studies now.=)
2 ppl away from heaven liao lo~

hello to u,
do u know how much u differ from the past?
i think it's mainly part of affect and effect,
which means i dun really like it at all.