my eyes are hell damn tired.
got to sleep only at around 6.30am this morning,
and had to wake up at 9.30am.
when i woke up,
it was damn terrible,
usually, the most i'll get is jus half my body numb,
but this time,
i could only sense my head there and the rest of my body was like totally dead.
can u imagine that? lol.
wad kinda signs are these?dying?lol.
then headed to gym.
jesslyn was one hr late,
which means i could have get an hr of sleep more.
less workout and more talking at the gym today.
i'm seriously getting exhausted.

how to describe this?
heart aching pain in anytime, anwhere.
jus couldnt stop having the feeling of tearing.
kept holding on to the tears,
but it was like nv a success.
jus crying at any place, any point of time.
i'm not crazy,
i'm jus a little bit unwell.
why the hell am i suffering from all these damn shit?
and where the hell is my relieve?