it remains jus as good for 3days.
but still,
it rolls down without much control.
i already had much control of it,
wad do u want me to do?
how long is 39days more?
i'll seek back into my way of coping if i had no other choices.
jus dun push me any further.
jus wanna be back being how ppl used to say abt me; heck-care-type.
it used to be wad ppl said, even tchers.

u kept saying pessimistic again and again.
whatever? i'm jus not gonna care?
who do u think i should thank for being in this way now?
u cant possibly change one's thinking or other stuffs right?
no eyes to see?
then jus get away.
i need no pretenders to be around.
sorry,
i'd rather be into an atheist than believing in those unproved great.
wad are the words trust and believe for?
mockery.