i feel pretty exhausted this week.
and still, i feel that i did nth much though.
i'm seriously living aimlessly,
like living dead?
actually,
i feel that life's kinda miserable.
i really hate this kinda feeling.
somebody help me to forget every single thing abt THAT!
wad can i do to get myself out?
i'm not one who can deceive myself,
i cant use any substitutes,
i can nv find anything to keep myself busy.
i know i'm having major exam in 31days,
but seriously,
i dun feel anything,
try be like me?
see if u feel scared or not?
i'm not, nv like u,
being in this way now.
a face that i had nv seen before.
now i know,
it's really the worst side of u. damn u social ass.

i'm having this kinda life now,
all thanks to u.
creating this damn impact on me.
great thanks to u,
to make me feel so shit that all ur words are lies.
thanks to u,
to be reminded abt u,
jus like living in the shadow of urs.
seriously,
i cant find any good words on u.
finding myself a damn fool cos i cant make myself to let go.
not at all.