staying back in class for some revision these few days.
did quite a lot of chemistry recently.
i think my amaths now is _____.
cmi in short. lol.
can say is no much effort willing to put in it.
didnt know why too.

watched a few hockey matches recently.
dunno why,
but kinda miss the feeling at the pitch some how.
those long socks and shinpads.
sunburns, yelling, body aching, slacking after trainings.
thought abt it,
realised that i was actually having a busy life last year,
as seen from my posts from before too.
it's like so packed all days,
with much of floorball/hockey trainings,
hmt lessons,
pure sciences,
and some other stuffs which were no longer around now.
i think if a person who has a lot of sports trainings will know the feeling abt it.
it's like u wont feel any troubles or stuffs during trainings.
i kinda yearn for the feeling back.
commit in something that will really benefit me.
wait,
is this reminiscing?
oh yes it is.
fine. as said reminiscence=melancholy.

if i can control myself,
i'll 1st get u out of my mind/life.
didnt wanna suffer/rely on u,
which isn't benefitting me in these recent while.
but,
it's jus a part of my thinking.
it contradicts too.
right.

that dumb miss aiyer dun wanna watch movie tmrw!=(
rah~