back from gym,
which i managed to psycho myself for that 1hr plus.
i really didnt know wad i could do to make myself fine.
and i kinda hate these.
i hadn't been in this way for this whole year.
my peeps had nv seen me in this way.
i already tried to think to myself for so darn many times.
i know wad u would say is jus let everything go as things can change easily.
till now,
5days of suffering again.
blood drip from the inside not the outside.
don't worry, i had nv vent my anger or whatsoever on anyone which is not the reason to it.
i'm reasonable enough,
so friends don't need to console, i'll be fine enough to yal.
anyone tried before?
when u totally cant control ur mind at all?
even when u're really very tired/sleepy, ur mind jus wakes u up every hr to remind u the worse of life.
everywhere u go,
it all reminds u of the same person.
everything makes me feel lost enough.
5days in a row of tearing is really enough.
bring me back,
i don't want to be like this.
ur words are countless,
ur blood froze,
the time in ur mind blows off and it force a sign of no return,
unwillingly, even if u didn't find it so.
u forced urself not to go back to wad it supposed to be.