today is so much better than ytdy.
ytdy really sucked big time.
never expect myself to cry in school, too angry.
forget about it, i'm not someone who gets angry for long anyway.

miss tan was being hilarious today during chemistry class.
lots and lots of laughter.
she was in a good mood, in her dance shirt plus the pants.

the weather is damn hot today.
got home and found myself being a little tanner.
cant believe that i can actually get some tan through the willrun shirt.
is the material really that thin/lousy? lol.
had team dinner just now at kovan macs.
sr peeps were all around.
got a lift back from aretha.
we'll be vb officials for willrun tmrw, gotta be in school by 6.20am.
which means, i gotta be out of my bed by 5.30am.

the pictures turned out to be quite blur after uploading.

this was what we did during pe today. LOL!

cant wait for next week's pe lessons,

cos we wont be running for the entire hour already.

made an accomplishment by completing maths tutorial on futher curve sketching.

this is tutorial 11 i think, the last tutorial i did it myself was tutorial 6. haha!

lots of fundraising stuffs going on.

for class, yangshuo group and the card.

luckily vb is only having cip.

tmrw is the long break day again.

today is a dont-know-what's-wrong-with-me day. hahaha.
walked into the bench, hit my knee.
walked into the chairs, hit my leg.
nearly tripped over a step, gave joey and myself a laugh.
some random ppl were walking behind us, the girl suddenly asked,
are you sure we're going to the right place?
i thought that was amanda, cos we sort of trying to figure out what was the next classroom.
and, i answered the person unknowingly.
i dont know.
this made us burst out into laughters.
just within a min, i accidentally hold a girl's hand just by swinging my arms.
kinda awkward and i pretended that i didnt notice. LOL!
lastly, i kept saying the wrong words/sentences.

before chem lect test,
i told joey, 'i dont want U'.
i meant the U grade. lol.
after the test,
we were like saying, we're so fated to U.
damn you, kinetics chemistry.

was being lazy to update over the weekend.
and so,
yeah...

week 5 and august, both are approaching. lol.

time passes damn fast one.
anyway, was home an hr back.
ran for 14km for will run trial.
the actual run for most of the sports cca peeps.
well done vb girls and everyone else who ran.
was trying so hard to keep li an running during the first 9km.
afterwhich, i went on my own.
at least she completed 12km in the end. :)
i had my booster for 3 rounds. :D
although it only contributed to a quarter of my run.
apart from that,
my day at school wasnt very good today.
it rained today! zzz.
super sian all the way.
that 3 and a half hrs of break i got today, totally didnt study much at all.
stuck for physics stuck for maths.
super annoyed, didnt feel like studying, nurul was around at the cafe.
so we went down to play vb while it was still drizzling.
LOL! whenever there's someone playing vb at the vb court, vb peeps will be attracted to come up and play.

tmrw school ends at 12.30pm!
oh yeah. lol.
cos they are gonna have a levels chinese listening compre.
planning to go gym after school. :D

cant believe i just spent 3hrs in my room clearing up stuffs.

threw away bags of papers.

those papers were from sec1 to sec4.

LOL! i've got that much being kept for years.

i need to start revision for kinetics chemistry, like all over again.

i really dont understand, or am i just feeling reluctant to get them in?

headed to dhana's house ytdy night after the usual saturday's routine.

bbq at his house.

it was actually a advance birthday celebration for him and his cousin.

i think we havent been meeting up as often as before.

all tied down with our own work.

anyway, i forgot to talk about this the other day.

result slip. lol.

GP- 38 U

PHYSICS- 18 U

CHEMISTRY- 14 U

ECONOMICS- 22 U

MATHEMATICS- 19 U

as you can see, no one will bother to pick this paper up if i were to drop this on the floor. lol.

it's really a zero.

i dont even have chinese to pull a little. zzz.

i thought today would be fine.
however, it didnt turn out to be like that.

4km for pe in the morning.
did the run without much complain or anything.
was pulling and running with emelia all the way. haha.
yes, after pe 30mins break.
dont know wad was wrong with us.
we took quite some time to finish our drinks.
went to locker and stuffs.
late for mr foo's class by 6mins.
he didnt even let us in to explain ourselves.
he just freaking shut the door and left us sitting outside the classroom while he was teaching.
we werent the only ones.
there were still like half of the class, we were all camping outside the classroom of a2-6.
and you know, first time in my life i was being chased out of classroom?!
half an hr later we were asked to get in and stand behind the classroom.
i was like murmuring, i'd rather continue sitting outside the classroom.
marked late and we were asked to write him a letter.
THIS IS JUST THE FIRST TIME BEING LATE RIGHT?

on a side note, i dont know wad's wrong with this person in class today.
kept giving everyone a fucked-up face.
we dont owe him anything.

had vb training today.
ran for 2km.
that was counted as little already.

met joey after training.
we went out for a drink before heading home.
when we were talking, there was this malay couple with a baby approaching us.
telling us some crap stuffs.
the wife left her handbag in the cab.
the guy only had $5 with him.
their baby is having asthma and stuffs like that.
need money to cab down to KK hospital.
asked us for money.
the problem is, right from the start, i didnt even believe them. -.-
i'm not someone who believes such crappy stuffs easily.
BUT, i dont know why, for that moment, my brain went missing, till my hands cant be controlled.
eventually, we gave them $10 each.
then there was this auntie who came up to us saying that they cheated our money cause they've asked from another person before us.
damn it.
dont know why.
i called police.
i know, not as if the police may help, but yeah. LOL!
they were saying that they'll keep a look out in that neighbourhood.

that fucking damn couple.
since they said of their own child having asthma.
then hope wad they said will give them a memorable day the next time.
poor baby, you have no choice but to have shameful scammers as your parents.

how i wished people would have some integrity in them, not just that, values too.
not just referring to the scammers.

today's the 3 and a half hrs break day.
had consultation with miss tan.
i guess i'll have to start up for kinetics chemistry soon, like real soon.
there's a time trial on that next week.
and, i know nothing for that topic.
miss tan kept saying that it's the easiest topic of all.
she told me something about mind barrier.
yeah, i knew about it.
perhaps i'll take control of it one day.
i've been like hearing this so many times for the week, mind barrier.
i think it has been mentioned today during econs tutorial and maths tutorial.
hmmmm. i think mr yeo sort of mentioned that too, during physics.
plus, we heard that from will run briefing too. lol.

there's chemistry pract tmrw, i like. :D
there's two hrs of pw tmrw. zzz.

had vb discussion today after sch.
a short one.
settled for the design of the bags.
leaders supposed to plan for cip stuffs.
so we decided to have some 'day camp' at the orphanage.
gotta come up with proposal soon, i forgot when's the due date.
for next wed during the trial- will run, vb girls gotta take it like the official one.
we wont be running on the actual day itself. :(
we gotta be helping out on that day.
and, i hope our camp wont be cancelled.

i've updated this, steffi. lol.

bloody hell.
looks like i cant sleep early tonight.
damn damn damn.

went for haircut just now.
keeping long hair (my hair length la), always give me the urge to cut short like before.
dont know why too.
but i didnt.
should try cutting slope once in a lifetime. LOL!

today started off great actually.
like, i actually started doing energetics for chemistry which the lecture starts next week.
only till i started doing pw...
it seems like it's not gonna end. -.-
submitted eom draft 3.
something wrong with our survey stuffs.
dr choe asked us to come out with new sets of questions.
our pilot study still not very clear.
sighhhhh.
in the end, the day turns out bad, till now.

this week in school has past super fast.
it's either school or home.
and this is only/already week two of the term.
i'm yearning for a rest, a real rest.
ran 5km for pe today.
full of will run training this month.
training is still cancelled for this week.
and vb camp is postponed to further dates.

it's super crappy to have so many remedial classes almost every week.
who to blame when i wasnt serious for mye? lol.
there's remedial lesson for chemistry too.
5-6.30pm on week 3, 5 and 8.
monday to friday will be like ___.
wed and fri, cca days, mon, tue and thurs, remedial days.

there's so much to do for pw for this weekend.
i doubt i'll have the time to do tmrw.
so i'll probably have to spend my sunday on pw.
wr up till chapter 3 plus eom draft 3.
it's nearing week 3, and we're supposed to show our chapters 1 to 6 during week 6.
this is really going too fast.

maths retest tmrw morning.
and i already knew that Miss-U will appear on my paper again.

miss the old slacker's days.

started a new week in sch wearing uniform- skirt (zzz!), isnt a good thing.
i actually followed through for maths lecture today! lol!
will run training for pe, ran 4km with emelia.
shouldnt have brought the laptop to sch!
didnt even use it. switched on and off for nth.
dr choe wants wr- chapt 1 (draft2), chapt 2 (draft2) and chapt 3 (draft1) by friday!
we dont even have the timeeeee!
gp lesson is getting boring.
mrs remesh spent an hr to go through 2qns for comprehension!
i was bored all the while.
joey was absent from school today!
i sensed the difference without your presence man!
econs remedial was very very boring, plus the super cold aircon.

all the leaders are involved in students investiture! -.-
it's not just the student council this time round.
not interesting at all.
and we gotta stay back for rehearsals! like on mon and thurs.
econs remedial on alternate tuesdays, 4-5.30pm.
maths remedial on thurs, 5.30-6.30/7pm.
maths retest on this coming sat, 8-10am.
extra gp lesson on next monday after school, 3-4pm.
extra stuffs are taking so much of my time.
i'll always be late for work then.
i was super patient at kumon ytdy!

and finally,
there's training tmrw!
it's like a yay-thing for most peeps.
i hope we'll still be having camp this weekend.

argh!
i think i'm only left with at most 5hrs to complete some stuffs for today.
out with brothers just now.
spent 2 hrs at the gym.
spent 15mins at the basketball court.
spent an hr deciding on what to eat for dinner! -.-
ate fastfood for dinner in the end. zzz.
spent half an hr eating.
more than half a day gone just like that.

chemistry, gp, maths tutorial 2-5, eom draft 3, all for tonight!

cant forget about all these things.
- EOM draft 3 by monday.
- upload WR chapters 1 and 2.
- maths tutorial 1-8 by tue. progressing super slow, still at tutorial 2. -.-
- complete revision for gaseous state.
- havent do GP hw!
- still got ECONS! mye corrections plus remedial essay preparation.

i think these are more than enough. -.-

went to work after sch ytdy.
i was hoping that the time would pass faster then.
i'm taking a break off during the month of august and weeks of september! =D
went chompchomp to eat supper with the colleagues there.
supervisor's treat! =)
got home at 12plus.
luckily there wasnt sch today, due to preparation of college day for tmrw.
went back to sch anw.
at around 1pm.
gym session with michelle seetoh.
we were talking about funny stuffs, from trainings to lizards to peeps.

went to hand up pw file to dr choe.
ended up talking for more than an hr.
talked about quite a lot of stuffs.
from pw to more of an intellectual talk.
i think it's kinda rare to have this kinda talk with dr choe.
thought that controls everything.
goals, desire, and action with discipline.
being realistic.
i'm a self-controlled person.
i dont talk without doing, in fact do without talking.
leaders are in charge of doing all the 'sai-gang'.
i shouldnt be too nice at serious times.
forming alliance with S, A and C in class.
the talk was appreciated.

sometimes there's just something there stopping you to do certain thing,
which leads to you having doubt of your own ability which you can acutually do it in the first place.

no venture, no gain.
there's no doubt that you'll be safe.
however, those who dared to do it, had their gains.
while you'll never get the bonus just like they did.

tomorrow is a complete new day, dont be dragged down by what you've did yesterday.