meeting jesslyn at 2.30pm then head to vanessa's hse later.

i saved a draft which i intended to post this weekend initially.
it's all my thoughts though.
but now,
i dont know if i should really post it?
or should i edit it to make it sound nicer?
cos i think,
it's really kinda harsh, but it's not scoldings.

alright.
feeling tired but cant sleep.
slept at 3 this morning,
received the msg from moe at 6.16am.
after seeing it, i cant get back to sleep anymore.
firstly, received too many messages that kept me awake.
then, after seeing the SERANGOON JC in cap some more,
got even more shag. LOL!
actually, it doesnt seem that bad to me, just that i cant stand their uniform! zzz.
u wouldnt know how eager my dad had wished me getting into sr, as if he nv had any wishes before.
the reason he gave was, he wanted to move hse to that area- serangoon/sengkang/ hougang.
which is like really a NO to me.

went for appealing at 9plus.
saw a few primary sch peeps there.
saw one of the sac girls who had been in the same hmt class with me.
think her name is rachael if i didnt rmb wrongly?
she was kinda funny to start up with telling me that i look familiar.
i don't know why,
but really hope (yet dont wish to put too much hope) that i'll get accepted for the appeal.
i would really commit well for that cca if i'm able to get in.

anw,
orientation will be at srjc though.
20mins trip there, should be waking at 6.30am. (hmm, am i too early to think abt the time to wake up for now?)
good thing is, i have rachel and fathima posted there.
i think we're the only 3 from the same class got into srjc? lol.
OG is out already, am in c3. lol.
just a little bit of random stuff,
i consider taking chemistry at h2 already. (if u know me well, u should know, i dont like chem at all one)
reason being, i actually dont mind it now, and oso, miss ng said she could give me tuition when i need help. haha, yeap.

met xl then branson, angela and chunyou at tp after i went for appealing.
good luck to angela. haha.
had our lunch at simpang.
went back east view with xl cos i'm free for that few hrs.
she went for sjab.
i roamed/sat around.
talked to few teachers.
tan laoshi still strongly recommend nyjc though.
surprisingly, even those juniors whom i dont know came to talk to me.
asking if i know them etc. LOL!
missed pe lessons all of a sudden when xl and i were playing volleyball at the parade square for a short while.

met vanessa at tm.
super tiring day.
1st time carrying a baby, no fun.
i still dont like kids.
afterwhich, acc wy watched the wedding game.
she's going indonesia for the weekend.

need to remind myself to get my hair dyed on sunday.
yes, black hair.
and i know, remove those things on my wrist too.
argh. =(

with my brothers.
it's not that i'm short, it's that they're too tall!

purposely made me stood in front and the center saying that i look smaller. zzz.

they didnt pay me for doing their hair. lol.

back.

went to the cathay with mich, cass, matthias and kishen.

watched ink heart and bridewars.

movies werent that bad as rated? lol.

walked around ps and bugis.

our house visitings should be postponed till next week.

for all to be free. =)

first three days of cny- mahjong craze.

haha! no la, it's because i got no luck in card games recently, that's why mahjong instead.

grandmother complained abt my hair.

aunt said i'm good looking. wahaha!

seems like everyone's having pink-craze.

and, dont know why the money from red packets was so much lesser.

pathetic. lol.

anw, i survived these few days though.

hmm, kinda summarized up? i forgot wad to post too. lol.

posting will be out tmrw. =)

will try to appeal anw.

i wanna go see doctor for my lower back.

if i go see TCM oso useless since my mum knows abt all the physio stuffs too.

but, my lower back isnt recovering well at all!

i know it needs time.

but i feel so ___.

cant exercise.

alright, should say i cant run, i cant jog, even having problems brisk walking or climbing the stairs.

how pathetic?

ppl might think i'm ageing. lol! just kidding.

kns! i know i'm having many many problems la!

用过去悲伤换来自由,

难道不珍贵?

一个人崩溃不是在犯罪.

昨天远了明天还长.

it's chinese new year.
although i dont really feel it at all.
haha, but nvm,
shall start with the gambling later. =p
won few bucks just now when i was playing mahjong with my parents.

quite random stuff.
i gained 3kg.
you know after the chalet and blablabla. lol!
and, this upcoming few days too.
well, nvm.
i can afford to gain a little.=D
not too much.
cos i cant exercise for the time being.
if i didnt play hoops with my bro, i guess the pain wont be back.
and i got new injury too. -.-
warning from my mum,
i'll always get this when my injuries are kinda serious.
shall listen, till it gets better.

i don't feel like/ don't wanna post for tmrw.
make the day pass as quickly as possible tmrw, thanks.
please get in mind that it's just another normal day, no, nothing at all.
i don't need any memories or any of the flashbacks.
thank you.

i'm too tired to organize the pictures.
just bear with it.
notice my trademark. LOL!

winnie's edited version. lol.trying to be a spoiler. =x
twister, doesnt look good.

the super super high one. =D

both of them enjoying. haha!

a sudden shot.

i think she boo me cos i'm not paying attention to her? =p

mich!

no idea wad they were doing.

didnt really notice someone actually snapped this. lol.

i think these pictures should be more than enough?

a compilation from peeps' camera.

i'm kinda exhausted.

i need more sleep!

just came home after playing hoops with my brothers.

super cool, my youngest brother's friend is only standing at around 140cm.

imagine how cute to be 25cm taller than a person. LOL!

i was entertaining him all the while,

ppl should know i really dont like kids.

i was nice enough already. haha.

perhaps it had been quite some time to see a younger brother being small in size, not like both my brothers. =p

alright.
went to town and bugis with my brother and his friend for clothes.

i cant find a right pink shirt for myself. LOL!

but i got a pink tie, pink earstuds, pink and purple bands. HAHA!

dont ask me why i'm into this all of a sudden.

just for fun. lol.

had our dinner back in tamp.

class chalet few days back.

much better than the previous year though,

had more classmates turning up.

i think we spent most of the time on mahjong? lol.

managed to win few bucks. lol.

watched a few shows during the night.

went out to cycle in the midnight at pasir ris park, nights with strong wind and many stars.

ate quite a lot, i think? haha.

managed to talk to serene on the 1st night, was real too tired on the 2nd night.

ms rahayu, mr khahar, mr teo, mr foo and mrs ng turned up on the 2nd night.

we shall do cny visiting at some of the teachers' hse soon.=)

on the last day,

after checking out at 9plus in the morning,

went to watch love matters.

had lunch at fish and co express.

something cropped up, wasted 4hrs of my time at noon.

met matthias, together with mich, suie and weixin at the cathay.

but the tickets for the show we wanted to watch were entirely sold out.

gonna watch it another time.

we had chickenrice at some street around dhoby ghaut for dinner.

after dinner, we went on our ways.

went to meet serene.

initially decided to watch movie at amk hub,

due to some reasons, we came out from the cinema and chilled at the void-deck in amk instead. lol.

left and reached her place at 4plus cos she was too tired.

but when she was home, she got the energy back again. -.-

afterwhich she went out and i cabbed home.

slept for that 4hrs, pathetic.

these few weeks are/were kinda busy.

guess i'm sure not gonna have enough sleep for next week too.

so i think i shouldnt wake up that early tmrw morning.

cant wait for the posting to be out in less than a week time,

or should say i cant wait for sch to start.

i'm too bored.

bored as in, not having the life like before.

afraid i'll get too laid-back again.

you have to be at lost to discover yourself at times