i'm pretty bored/tired/random.
i'm sleepy, i'm tired, but i couldnt sleep. zzz.
wondering why everyone else is studying?
i know this qn is dumb enough.
but i'm really amazed by myself.
21 more days to 1st written paper,
ain't feeling the urge yet. how?
17 more days to practical,
i cant wait for it to come.
haha. i only like pract than theory.
coaching started today.
it was really boring~
jus doing papers and papers.
intend not to go sch on thurs. (most probably)
gonna go aunt's hse for tuition at around 4pm.
shall find a day to go over cousin's hse for tuition after sch.
reached home at around 11pm ytdy.
cabbed back from yishun with cousin.
before that,
had tuition(s), meals, watched the f1 race on tv.
i'm damn sian.
somebody help me pull that trigger!
get it started soon?
when am i going to the world of my own?
Monday, September 29, 2008
Friday, September 26, 2008
24days to o levels.
hello?
when can i get myself started?
i really dunno.
imagine one day,
everything comes to an end.
i'm tired but yet not tired. zzz.
Aquarians basically possess strong and attractive personalities. They fall into two principle types: one shy, sensitive, gentle and patient; the other exuberant, lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of their character under a cloak of frivolity. Both types are strong willed and forceful in their different ways and have strong convictions, though as they seek truth above all things, they are usually honest enough to change their opinions, however firmly held, if evidence comes to light which persuades them that they have been mistaken. They have a breadth of vision that brings diverse factors into a whole, and can see both sides of an argument without shilly-shallying as to which side to take. Consequently they are unprejudiced and tolerant of other points of view. This is because they can see the validity of the argument, even if they do not accept it themselves. They obey the Quaker exhortation to "Be open to truth, from whatever source it comes," and are prepared to learn from everyone.
Both types are humane, frank, serious minded, genial, refined, sometimes ethereal, and idealistic, though this last quality is tempered with a sensible practicality. They are quick, active and persevering without being self-assertive, and express themselves with reason, moderation and sometimes, a dry humor.
They are nearly always intelligent, concise, clear and logical. Many are strongly imaginative and psychically intuitive, so that the Age of Aquarius, which is about to begin, is much anticipated by psychic circles as an age in which mankind will experience a great spiritual awakening. The Aquarian philosophical and spiritual bent may be dangerous in that it can drive the subjects into an ivory-tower existence where they meditate on abstractions that bear little relevance to life. On the other hand it can help the many who have scientific leanings to combine these with the Aquarian yearning for the universal recognition of the brotherhood of man, and to embark on scientific research to fulfill their philanthropic ideals of benefiting mankind. When some cause or work of this nature inspires them, they are capable of such devotion to it that they may drive themselves to the point of exhaustion and even risk injuring their health.
Both types need to retire from the world at times and to become temporary loners. They appreciate opportunities for meditation or, if they are religious, of retreats. Even in company they are fiercely independent, refusing to follow the crowd. They dislike interference by others, however helpfully intended, and will accept it only on their own terms. Normally they have good taste in drama, music and art, and are also gifted in the arts, especially drama.
In spite of the often intensely magnetic, forthcoming and open personality of the more extrovert kind of Aquarian, and of their desire to help humanity, neither type makes friends easily. They sometimes appear to condescend to others and take too little trouble to cultivate the acquaintance of people who do not particularly appeal to them.
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They do not give themselves easily - perhaps their judgment of human nature is too good for that - and are sometimes accounted cold. But once they decide that someone is worthy of their friendship or love, they can exert an almost hypnotic and irresistible mental attraction on them and will themselves become tenacious friends or lovers, ready to sacrifice everything for their partners and be faithful to them for life. However, they are sometimes disappointed emotionally because their own high personal ideals cause them to demand more of others than is reasonable. And if they are deceived their anger is terrible. If disillusioned, they do not forgive.
Aquarians work best in group projects, provided that they are recognized as having a leading part in them. They have a feeling of unity with nature and a desire for knowledge and truth that makes them admirable scientists, especially astronomers and natural historians. They may excel in photography, radiography, electronics - anything connected with the electrical and radio industries - aviation and everything technical. On the arts and humanities side their progressive tendencies can be expressed in writing, especially poetry, and broadcasting, or as welfare workers and teachers. Some have gifts as entertainers and make good character actors (having an ability to mimic) and musicians. The more psychic among them possess healing gifts, especially in curing the mentally sick.
Among the faults to which they are liable are fanatical eccentricity, wayward egotism, excessive detachment and an inclination to retreat from life and society, and a tendency to be extremely dogmatic in their opinions. Aquarians can be a threat to all they survey or a great boon for humanity in general. Circumstances - for example, continuous opposition to a cause they hold dear - may cause the atrophy of the openness of mind that is one of the Aquarian's most attractive traits. They may express a lack of integrity in broken promises, secretiveness or cunning. Simmering anger and resentment, rudeness or, worse, a tense, threatening silence which may suddenly burst out in eruptions of extreme temper, these are all part of the negative side of the Aquarian. This can also reveal itself in a sustained hatred for enemies that is capable of enlarging itself into a misanthropy toward the whole of mankind.
isn't it true enough? lol.
hello?
when can i get myself started?
i really dunno.
imagine one day,
everything comes to an end.
i'm tired but yet not tired. zzz.
Aquarians basically possess strong and attractive personalities. They fall into two principle types: one shy, sensitive, gentle and patient; the other exuberant, lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of their character under a cloak of frivolity. Both types are strong willed and forceful in their different ways and have strong convictions, though as they seek truth above all things, they are usually honest enough to change their opinions, however firmly held, if evidence comes to light which persuades them that they have been mistaken. They have a breadth of vision that brings diverse factors into a whole, and can see both sides of an argument without shilly-shallying as to which side to take. Consequently they are unprejudiced and tolerant of other points of view. This is because they can see the validity of the argument, even if they do not accept it themselves. They obey the Quaker exhortation to "Be open to truth, from whatever source it comes," and are prepared to learn from everyone.
Both types are humane, frank, serious minded, genial, refined, sometimes ethereal, and idealistic, though this last quality is tempered with a sensible practicality. They are quick, active and persevering without being self-assertive, and express themselves with reason, moderation and sometimes, a dry humor.
They are nearly always intelligent, concise, clear and logical. Many are strongly imaginative and psychically intuitive, so that the Age of Aquarius, which is about to begin, is much anticipated by psychic circles as an age in which mankind will experience a great spiritual awakening. The Aquarian philosophical and spiritual bent may be dangerous in that it can drive the subjects into an ivory-tower existence where they meditate on abstractions that bear little relevance to life. On the other hand it can help the many who have scientific leanings to combine these with the Aquarian yearning for the universal recognition of the brotherhood of man, and to embark on scientific research to fulfill their philanthropic ideals of benefiting mankind. When some cause or work of this nature inspires them, they are capable of such devotion to it that they may drive themselves to the point of exhaustion and even risk injuring their health.
Both types need to retire from the world at times and to become temporary loners. They appreciate opportunities for meditation or, if they are religious, of retreats. Even in company they are fiercely independent, refusing to follow the crowd. They dislike interference by others, however helpfully intended, and will accept it only on their own terms. Normally they have good taste in drama, music and art, and are also gifted in the arts, especially drama.
In spite of the often intensely magnetic, forthcoming and open personality of the more extrovert kind of Aquarian, and of their desire to help humanity, neither type makes friends easily. They sometimes appear to condescend to others and take too little trouble to cultivate the acquaintance of people who do not particularly appeal to them.
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They do not give themselves easily - perhaps their judgment of human nature is too good for that - and are sometimes accounted cold. But once they decide that someone is worthy of their friendship or love, they can exert an almost hypnotic and irresistible mental attraction on them and will themselves become tenacious friends or lovers, ready to sacrifice everything for their partners and be faithful to them for life. However, they are sometimes disappointed emotionally because their own high personal ideals cause them to demand more of others than is reasonable. And if they are deceived their anger is terrible. If disillusioned, they do not forgive.
Aquarians work best in group projects, provided that they are recognized as having a leading part in them. They have a feeling of unity with nature and a desire for knowledge and truth that makes them admirable scientists, especially astronomers and natural historians. They may excel in photography, radiography, electronics - anything connected with the electrical and radio industries - aviation and everything technical. On the arts and humanities side their progressive tendencies can be expressed in writing, especially poetry, and broadcasting, or as welfare workers and teachers. Some have gifts as entertainers and make good character actors (having an ability to mimic) and musicians. The more psychic among them possess healing gifts, especially in curing the mentally sick.
Among the faults to which they are liable are fanatical eccentricity, wayward egotism, excessive detachment and an inclination to retreat from life and society, and a tendency to be extremely dogmatic in their opinions. Aquarians can be a threat to all they survey or a great boon for humanity in general. Circumstances - for example, continuous opposition to a cause they hold dear - may cause the atrophy of the openness of mind that is one of the Aquarian's most attractive traits. They may express a lack of integrity in broken promises, secretiveness or cunning. Simmering anger and resentment, rudeness or, worse, a tense, threatening silence which may suddenly burst out in eruptions of extreme temper, these are all part of the negative side of the Aquarian. This can also reveal itself in a sustained hatred for enemies that is capable of enlarging itself into a misanthropy toward the whole of mankind.
isn't it true enough? lol.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
27 more days to o level.
come on everyone,
give me ur feelings and tell me how it feels?
u think that i'm kidding right?
i'm serious.
i dun feel anything at all.
cos i already said i'm living aimlessly.
i know upon saying this,
this kind aunty,
winnie seah,
will try to nag, wanna slap me.
thank you. lol.
but i think nth is helping.
i really dunno how ppl can force themselves.
sch today,
winnie wasn't here.
seemed really quiet when there's no one sitting behind me.
and oso,
the person sitting behind the empty seat was so quiet today!
mich wasn't feeling well after pe.
not used to her not laughing around. lol.
during pe we were playing volleyball under the hot sun.
blueblacks again. LOL! as usual. with a little of muscle aches.
attempted to play badminton again,
and damn shit,
my shoulder still not working very well though.
anw,
i think today should be the last day of pe officially.
coaching starts nex week.
graduation day on 10 oct.
there's a plan for prom,
at zouk,
haha, and i didnt really like that place.
it'd be cancelled most probably due to bad responses. lol.
hotel or country club would be a better choice.
haha. but i've no much interest now.
nth interest me now as usual for now. lol.
no one is online now. zzz.
no class peeps. zzz.
rah~ everyone seriously studying=(
oh ya.
i cant believe i told my aunt some stuffs actually.
kinda like confess or something? lol.
she was trying to talk to me,
and she said it would be better if i get a psychiatrist. LOL!
sorry friends if yal were the last to know end of year. lol.
ok. i'm bored.
i'm not studying=)
how long u spent in sch a day?
count on an average,
i reach sch at 7am in the morning,
leave sch at 8pm after night class.
13hrs in sch.
1 hr in travelling to/from sch.
24hrs-14hrs=10hrs
haha! i'm home for only 10hrs!
the feeling isnt going away,
it's still that deep down.
come on everyone,
give me ur feelings and tell me how it feels?
u think that i'm kidding right?
i'm serious.
i dun feel anything at all.
cos i already said i'm living aimlessly.
i know upon saying this,
this kind aunty,
winnie seah,
will try to nag, wanna slap me.
thank you. lol.
but i think nth is helping.
i really dunno how ppl can force themselves.
sch today,
winnie wasn't here.
seemed really quiet when there's no one sitting behind me.
and oso,
the person sitting behind the empty seat was so quiet today!
mich wasn't feeling well after pe.
not used to her not laughing around. lol.
during pe we were playing volleyball under the hot sun.
blueblacks again. LOL! as usual. with a little of muscle aches.
attempted to play badminton again,
and damn shit,
my shoulder still not working very well though.
anw,
i think today should be the last day of pe officially.
coaching starts nex week.
graduation day on 10 oct.
there's a plan for prom,
at zouk,
haha, and i didnt really like that place.
it'd be cancelled most probably due to bad responses. lol.
hotel or country club would be a better choice.
haha. but i've no much interest now.
nth interest me now as usual for now. lol.
no one is online now. zzz.
no class peeps. zzz.
rah~ everyone seriously studying=(
oh ya.
i cant believe i told my aunt some stuffs actually.
kinda like confess or something? lol.
she was trying to talk to me,
and she said it would be better if i get a psychiatrist. LOL!
sorry friends if yal were the last to know end of year. lol.
ok. i'm bored.
i'm not studying=)
how long u spent in sch a day?
count on an average,
i reach sch at 7am in the morning,
leave sch at 8pm after night class.
13hrs in sch.
1 hr in travelling to/from sch.
24hrs-14hrs=10hrs
haha! i'm home for only 10hrs!
the feeling isnt going away,
it's still that deep down.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
found out that i actually didnt study at all, Friday, September 19, 2008
i feel pretty exhausted this week.
and still, i feel that i did nth much though.
i'm seriously living aimlessly,
like living dead?
actually,
i feel that life's kinda miserable.
i really hate this kinda feeling.
somebody help me to forget every single thing abt THAT!
wad can i do to get myself out?
i'm not one who can deceive myself,
i cant use any substitutes,
i can nv find anything to keep myself busy.
i know i'm having major exam in 31days,
but seriously,
i dun feel anything,
try be like me?
see if u feel scared or not?
i'm not, nv like u,
being in this way now.
a face that i had nv seen before.
now i know,
it's really the worst side of u. damn u social ass.
i'm having this kinda life now,
all thanks to u.
creating this damn impact on me.
great thanks to u,
to make me feel so shit that all ur words are lies.
thanks to u,
to be reminded abt u,
jus like living in the shadow of urs.
seriously,
i cant find any good words on u.
finding myself a damn fool cos i cant make myself to let go.
not at all.
and still, i feel that i did nth much though.
i'm seriously living aimlessly,
like living dead?
actually,
i feel that life's kinda miserable.
i really hate this kinda feeling.
somebody help me to forget every single thing abt THAT!
wad can i do to get myself out?
i'm not one who can deceive myself,
i cant use any substitutes,
i can nv find anything to keep myself busy.
i know i'm having major exam in 31days,
but seriously,
i dun feel anything,
try be like me?
see if u feel scared or not?
i'm not, nv like u,
being in this way now.
a face that i had nv seen before.
now i know,
it's really the worst side of u. damn u social ass.
i'm having this kinda life now,
all thanks to u.
creating this damn impact on me.
great thanks to u,
to make me feel so shit that all ur words are lies.
thanks to u,
to be reminded abt u,
jus like living in the shadow of urs.
seriously,
i cant find any good words on u.
finding myself a damn fool cos i cant make myself to let go.
not at all.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
tmrw's monday.
we'll get ourselves packed from morning till 8pm.
sch, lunch, night class.
got my right shoulder injured ytdy night.
it's damn awful now, the feeling.
it's exactly same as 2 years before i guess.
2 years ago i had to go for so many sessions of accupuncture to get it recover,
and it takes for like a month or more.
damn.
i dun wanna go for it again.
i think my body is giving way,
to guide me to nether world already.
i hate u,
i really wanted to.
and for most,
i hate myself even more.
we'll get ourselves packed from morning till 8pm.
sch, lunch, night class.
got my right shoulder injured ytdy night.
it's damn awful now, the feeling.
it's exactly same as 2 years before i guess.
2 years ago i had to go for so many sessions of accupuncture to get it recover,
and it takes for like a month or more.
damn.
i dun wanna go for it again.
i think my body is giving way,
to guide me to nether world already.
i hate u,
i really wanted to.
and for most,
i hate myself even more.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
it's weekend today.
tried to runaway,
but how to?
got back almost all of the prelim results.
it doesnt seemed to matter a lot,
wad matter most?
i really dunno.
this happens when u cant define life.
i'm still getting out of nowhere.
i jus couldnt get it through.
if it's not growing,
it's going to die.
hate is more enduring than aversion.
i've got to learn to accept the fool in me.
heartache is the biggest disease the ppl are suffering from.
challenges of change are always the hardest.
all of us live under the same sky,
but all of us dun have the same horizon.
tried to runaway,
but how to?
got back almost all of the prelim results.
it doesnt seemed to matter a lot,
wad matter most?
i really dunno.
this happens when u cant define life.
i'm still getting out of nowhere.
i jus couldnt get it through.
if it's not growing,
it's going to die.
hate is more enduring than aversion.
i've got to learn to accept the fool in me.
heartache is the biggest disease the ppl are suffering from.
challenges of change are always the hardest.
all of us live under the same sky,
but all of us dun have the same horizon.
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
damn!
no hmt after reaching there, again! zzz.
cant get to know the results. nvm.
only got back amaths p1 today.
haha! i failed paper 1 like so badly?
30/80.
paper 2 got 49/100. -.-u should know the feeling ya?
overall 44. -.-same thing. one more mark.
gonna get back chemistry tmrw after 3 free periods.
and oso maths? dunno which maths.
we got pe lesson today!=D
think this is really the last pe lesson.
mdm chiew is gonna organise dragon-boating for our class after o levels.=)
nv feel so tired after playing captain's ball. LOL!
it's like so tiring for every one.
mr harold goh showed us his baby son's pictures.=)
same product! LOL!
small eyes, chubby. LOL!
he always seemed so excited upon mentioning his son, jo-ash.
anw,
gonna resume for gym session tmrw after sch.
it has been quite some time since we were last been there.
calorie is gonna burn!
musles tearing and forming again!
well,
i havent know wad i should ask for now?
i wonder,
is study really that important?
or it's jus part of life?
i prefer no tragic death,
jus a peace death, alone.
Signs and symptoms of depression:
It's hard to put into words how depression feels, and people experience it differently. There are, however, some common problems and symptoms that teens with depression experience.
-You constantly feel irritable, sad, or angry.
-Nothing seems fun anymore, and you just don’t see the point of trying.
-You feel bad about yourself—worthless, guilty, or just "wrong" in some way
-You sleep too much or not enough.
-You have frequent, unexplained headaches or other physical problems.
-Anything and everything makes you cry.
-You’ve gained or lost weight without consciously trying to.
-You just can’t concentrate. Your grades may be plummeting because of it.
-You feel helpless and hopeless .
-You’re thinking about death or suicide. (If this is true, talk to someone right away!)
pasted.
lol. i dunno wad to say.
no hmt after reaching there, again! zzz.
cant get to know the results. nvm.
only got back amaths p1 today.
haha! i failed paper 1 like so badly?
30/80.
paper 2 got 49/100. -.-u should know the feeling ya?
overall 44. -.-same thing. one more mark.
gonna get back chemistry tmrw after 3 free periods.
and oso maths? dunno which maths.
we got pe lesson today!=D
think this is really the last pe lesson.
mdm chiew is gonna organise dragon-boating for our class after o levels.=)
nv feel so tired after playing captain's ball. LOL!
it's like so tiring for every one.
mr harold goh showed us his baby son's pictures.=)
same product! LOL!
small eyes, chubby. LOL!
he always seemed so excited upon mentioning his son, jo-ash.
anw,
gonna resume for gym session tmrw after sch.
it has been quite some time since we were last been there.
calorie is gonna burn!
musles tearing and forming again!
well,
i havent know wad i should ask for now?
i wonder,
is study really that important?
or it's jus part of life?
i prefer no tragic death,
jus a peace death, alone.
Signs and symptoms of depression:
It's hard to put into words how depression feels, and people experience it differently. There are, however, some common problems and symptoms that teens with depression experience.
-You constantly feel irritable, sad, or angry.
-Nothing seems fun anymore, and you just don’t see the point of trying.
-You feel bad about yourself—worthless, guilty, or just "wrong" in some way
-You sleep too much or not enough.
-You have frequent, unexplained headaches or other physical problems.
-Anything and everything makes you cry.
-You’ve gained or lost weight without consciously trying to.
-You just can’t concentrate. Your grades may be plummeting because of it.
-You feel helpless and hopeless .
-You’re thinking about death or suicide. (If this is true, talk to someone right away!)
pasted.
lol. i dunno wad to say.
Monday, September 08, 2008
CARELESS REALLY KILLS.
ONE SHOT AND HONE FOR!
right.
got back english, emaths p1 and ss seq.
as most knew it,
i was damn careless,
and i couldnt say anything more for this!
english,
jus because i wrote wrong qn number,
i got penalised like mad!
and that's the 1st time i actually failed my compo!
and oso,
it dropped so badly from 39/60 to 31/60.
huge blow.
overall it jus passed. zzz.
okkkkkkkkk~
emaths p1?
it sucked badly too,
it was really too easy till i made myself a fool.
got only 49/80,
best part is,
i got 22 marks gone cause of carelessness!!!
can u imagine i should get 71/80?-.-"
last,
ss seq,
got only 12/25, ok it's a fail.
cant blame much,
cos i only studied one day before,
big big mistake!
tmrw there'll be a few more papers.
lol. no much feeling for it now already.
if u noticed,
42days more to o levels?
the time is jus flying.
what am i having,
and what am i asking for?
i should figure it out real soon.
ONE SHOT AND HONE FOR!
right.
got back english, emaths p1 and ss seq.
as most knew it,
i was damn careless,
and i couldnt say anything more for this!
english,
jus because i wrote wrong qn number,
i got penalised like mad!
and that's the 1st time i actually failed my compo!
and oso,
it dropped so badly from 39/60 to 31/60.
huge blow.
overall it jus passed. zzz.
okkkkkkkkk~
emaths p1?
it sucked badly too,
it was really too easy till i made myself a fool.
got only 49/80,
best part is,
i got 22 marks gone cause of carelessness!!!
can u imagine i should get 71/80?-.-"
last,
ss seq,
got only 12/25, ok it's a fail.
cant blame much,
cos i only studied one day before,
big big mistake!
tmrw there'll be a few more papers.
lol. no much feeling for it now already.
if u noticed,
42days more to o levels?
the time is jus flying.
what am i having,
and what am i asking for?
i should figure it out real soon.
Sunday, September 07, 2008
sch reopen tmrw!
wanted to be back at sch to get back the papers,
and oso to get rid of the boredom.
sian.
not getting enough sleep this few nights.
find it very funny.
there's so many of us wanted to go heaven now. LOL!
and,
everyone of us was from 404.
the thing is,
we're not killed by studies,
but we're gonna be killed by our personal problems. LOL!
are problems contagious? haha.
awaiting for the time to come,
the best moment of time,
netherworld,
here i come,
wait for me.
wanted to be back at sch to get back the papers,
and oso to get rid of the boredom.
sian.
not getting enough sleep this few nights.
find it very funny.
there's so many of us wanted to go heaven now. LOL!
and,
everyone of us was from 404.
the thing is,
we're not killed by studies,
but we're gonna be killed by our personal problems. LOL!
are problems contagious? haha.
awaiting for the time to come,
the best moment of time,
netherworld,
here i come,
wait for me.
Saturday, September 06, 2008
cousin's wedding.
at mandarin oriental hotel.
didnt have his shots,
posting it if i got.
ppl will think how sweet it is to see the couple.
haha. i dunno how i got the strong numb feeling,
having no feeling at all.
that moment,
really didnt yearn for anything,
didnt wish for anything.
haha. that's how great the impact of u.
had a sudden thought to get rid of everything,
no more persistent,
but i do hesitate.
so now,
i'll still not take any actions to stop or wadever.
do i look that old?
the waiter like cant stop serving me wine.
below are different glasses of wine,
number i drank.
think i had too much,
felt damn hot.
and i understand why ppl who takes alcohol cant walk in straight line,
i lumbered here and there. LOL!
u wont actually see how red it was! LOL!
brother.
at mandarin oriental hotel.
didnt have his shots,
posting it if i got.
ppl will think how sweet it is to see the couple.
haha. i dunno how i got the strong numb feeling,
having no feeling at all.
that moment,
really didnt yearn for anything,
didnt wish for anything.
haha. that's how great the impact of u.
had a sudden thought to get rid of everything,
no more persistent,
but i do hesitate.
so now,
i'll still not take any actions to stop or wadever.
do i look that old?
the waiter like cant stop serving me wine.
below are different glasses of wine,
number i drank.
think i had too much,
felt damn hot.
and i understand why ppl who takes alcohol cant walk in straight line,
i lumbered here and there. LOL!
u wont actually see how red it was! LOL!brother.
Friday, September 05, 2008
a single death is a tragedy,
a million deaths is a statistic.
i hope the leaving is joyful,
and I hope never to return.
if i could drop dead right now,
i would be the happiest person alive.
pray that your loneliness may spur you into finding something to live for,
great enough to die for.
there is no remedy for love but to love more.
love is an act of endless forgiveness,
a tender look which becomes a habit.
to perceive is to suffer.
a million deaths is a statistic.
i hope the leaving is joyful,
and I hope never to return.
if i could drop dead right now,
i would be the happiest person alive.
pray that your loneliness may spur you into finding something to live for,
great enough to die for.
there is no remedy for love but to love more.
love is an act of endless forgiveness,
a tender look which becomes a habit.
to perceive is to suffer.
Thursday, September 04, 2008
have been seeing the same old peeps these few days.
2 crazy girls.
stayed over at suie's hse with winnie ytdy.
they were a little crazy though.
laughing non-stop.
suie laughed in the middle of the night-.-
all sad ppl gathered together make the time stop. lol.
my butt hurts damn much now sia.
damn.
i fell 3times jus on the left side.
feel as though got blueblack there la. zzz.
dun laugh!
especially branson koh! LOL!
i know urs hurt too!
hmm. so this week passed like this.
4 more days sch reopen.
there comes my papers back.
there comes my papers back.
hey u,
dun leave me any further behind can?
can come closer a bit?
hello hello?
sorry to anyone for the change in me.
LOL! see who's this girl in the middle of town.
swinging~ if i have this in my room, i'll sure swing when i cant sleep.
2 crazy girls.
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
80days of pain seemed like eternity.
cuts are tolerable, not the pain.
pills are tolerable, not the pain.
heartaches are intolerable, and that's the most painful part.
imagine the day u feel like living aimlessly,
feeling hopeless,
but jus couldnt tame all the feelings.
quixotic.
upon reading till this line,
dun think it too far. lol.
cuts are tolerable, not the pain.
pills are tolerable, not the pain.
heartaches are intolerable, and that's the most painful part.
imagine the day u feel like living aimlessly,
feeling hopeless,
but jus couldnt tame all the feelings.
quixotic.
upon reading till this line,
dun think it too far. lol.
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