hmm..lessons today were tiring and not so tiring..haha..
angela asked me to sit infront of her when we stepped into the classroom..
haha..sat right at the front for amaths n physics..after that cannot tahan liao..went back to my place right at the back..during eng..sit at the back so can sleep..
there's a great disadvantage sitting right infront..
i could see all those salivas coming out from tchers' mouth..then landed on the table in front of my eyes..
haha..angela n winnie are both in the same situation as me..
all have throat infection..fever..flu n cough..
hmm..having private maths sessions with mrs ng on 1st june 1.30 to 2.30..4th and 6th june at 9am..cos she dun wanna have extra lessons for the whole class..she scared later only a few turn up for lessons which makes no point..and she gave us a lot of hw for both maths..
mr harold goh oso not going to give us extra lessons for physics cos he said if we dun have extra lessons for chem then physics no need..if chem need then physics confirm need..cos he said physics cannot lose out to chem..
today's assembly period ms tan shared her life story with the whole class..
haha..she let us see her vow during her wedding..
she was scared that whole class will make fun of her..
then she issued a letter to everyone..hmm..saying that for end of year examination overall results for pure chem/pure physics and amaths mus be above 60%..if not will need to drop the sub(s)..
hmm..to get 60% above for physics is like kinda impossible?
first two terms most of us already failed physics twice..so it'll be pulling us down alot..
hmm..nevermind..i'll study all over again during holidays..
we knew our class/level positions today..
damn..worst positions ever..this wont be happening..
rangitha 1st..gowry 2nd..amos 3rd..for both positions..
the project for mt holiday hw is like kinda tedious..mus do so many stuffs..
mus complete few sets of test papers..
till now combined humans are better among the subs..cos they're not giving any hw..
the last hmt lesson was such a watse of time..
jus to go there and watch movie..watched mr bean somemore..like so boliao..many ppl slept..
a great one month break from hmt!

today went to sch jus to check marks for overall..
after 8.30 asked ms tan if i could go home myself..but need parent to accompany..
hmm..so jus stayed in sch..
our seating arrangement had changed..
i bet if i'm gonna sit there for the nex half yr i'll sure improve my eng..
cos there's no one that i can speak in mandarin to ppl around me..
sian lor..actually my place wasn't there..n ppl around me should be all girls..
in the end..sitting at right back of the class..my left jonathan..right kumar..around me still got anwar n jun wei..
luckily ms tan put iylia in front of me..jus like last yr she sits nex to me..
think will be able to study..wont get to talk much..
hmm..not going sch tmrw..means no training n no hmt..haha..
will miss out ss new stuffs..physics n amaths..
hmm..my amaths nex time mus get a..
since mrs ng told me stuffs..n i told her i'll get the marks she wanted me to get..

hmm..
got back emaths..paper1 52/80..paper2 41/60..b3..
there was more than 15 marks of carelessness for both papers lor..
eng paper 1..haha!essay got 15/30..super lousy la..
report writing highest 20/30..even like that oso cant help me much lor..sa1 overall pass eng but plus the dt results sure fail..sian..
mrs mani came in to our class n went through amaths paper..
haha..our class amaths results let her criticised till crazy..really lousy la..
whole class only 8passes..
hmm..it would be so much better if she could teach our class both maths..
n i oso realised that i got dumb careless mistakes again..
she'll continue going through paper tmrw during pe lessons..
actually i want to have pe lor..
one month no pe liao..
somemore i havent take any of my napfa yet..nex fri oso wont be having pe..
so i think our napfa test will be taken nex term..haha..think only our class is like that..
today was raining during training..
we went to hall..
stacked up all those tables n chair..was like hell like that..so many la..
left early as usual..haha..dunno how they arrange back the tables again..
so many ppl were late for hmt..whole class was waiting
i slept from 4.30 to 5..after that tcher started lessons..so tired..
argh..tan laoshi still havent give back 4e mt paper lor..mus wait till nex mon after 3pm la-.-..
i want n i need to study during holidays..
mus study alot..
n i know that training schedule will be tight..
there'll be hockey camp from 11-14june..most likely to be in sch..
n oso there'll be extra lessons..
29 may got mt oral exam..
30 may got eng oral exam..

hmm..
got back emaths..paper1 52/80..paper2 41/60..b3..
there was more than 15 marks of carelessness for both papers lor..
eng paper 1..haha!essay got 15/30..super lousy la..
report writing highest 20/30..even like that oso cant help me much lor..sa1 overall pass eng but plus the dt results sure fail..sian..
mrs mani came in to our class n went through amaths paper..
haha..our class amaths results let her criticised till crazy..really lousy la..
whole class only 8passes..
hmm..it would be so much better if she could teach our class both maths..
n i oso realised that i got dumb careless mistakes again..
she'll continue going through paper tmrw during pe lessons..
actually i want to have pe lor..
one month no pe liao..
somemore i havent take any of my napfa yet..nex fri oso wont be having pe..
so i think our napfa test will be taken nex term..haha..think only our class is like that..
today was raining during training..
we went to hall..
stacked up all those tables n chair..was like hell like that..so many la..
left early as usual..haha..dunno how they arrange back the tables again..
so many ppl were late for hmt..whole class was waiting..
i slept from 4.30 till 5..then after that tcher started lessons..so tired..
i want n i need to study during holidays..
mus study alot..
n i know that training schedule will be tight..
there'll be hockey camp from 11-14june..most likely to be in sch..
n oso there'll be extra lessons..
29 may got mt oral exam..
30 may got eng oral exam..

sian..
today got back 5 subs..
1st period ss..
i failed..sbq 2/12..cos of some dumb mistakes..
seq 10..total 12/25..d7..
mdm natasha still said actually i could get distinction one..
chem failed..whole class only 2 distinction..abt 11 failed..
paper1 14/20..paper2 19/50..total 47%..d7..
only got back eng paper2 today..21/50..e8..
my summary is bad..nv pass summary before..dunno why..
physics sure-fail paper..
paper1 12/20..paper2 13/50..total 35%..f9..sian..
amaths so fail..23/80..f9..
mrs ng asked wad happened to me..
i oso dunno lor..
all these results really sucks big time..
i got 59 for hmt..c5..need 1 more mark to get b la..
tmrw gonna get back mt paper..maybe eng paper1..emaths..go through amaths..hist..
mdm natasha told mr farizal abt my ss sbq..then he said my hist not that bad..
hmm..by seeing all these results..although it's damn lousy..i dun think there's a need to cry..
cos even if cried the results oso wont change..
so jus like wad mr harold goh told us..
put in more effort n improve on it the nex time..

haha..chem paper was really easy today but i couldn't do..
hmm..oso dunno why..but it was so much better than physics la..
all the qns from the chem paper i saw them ytdy when i was practicing..but jus dunno why cant do in the exam..jus felt too tired..very sleepy..hmm..nvm..
tmrw finally last paper..amaths..
hmm..i'm gonnna really practice hard for this last paper..
until now i still dunno if i could even get an a for any of the subs..
but i already knew that ss n physics sure flunk..
this will be my 1st record la..results so jialat one..
hmm..nth could be done..june holidays coming..so really need to find time to revise all the sciences again from the start..
training will resume very soon..nex tue..our fitness sure drop like crazy..
hmt oso resume on nex tue..

today's paper?
damn bloody shit..
1st time do paper till i heck care..
right..i dun give a damn to it already..
physics paper over 70..can get 20 already very good eh?
i jus dunno why i cant do la..
all those idiotic qns i've already seen them before lor..somemore did them before..
at 1st mcq 1st page super easy..
but got cheated la..
all the rest i dunno wad to do..
20mcqs 10 of the ans was ds..
fail mcq is like super funny la..
paper2..over 50 marks..25marks gone..blank..
the 1st qn already left blank..8marks..last qn nv do..10marks gone..
skipped a lot of qns oso..
now i dunno whether the emaths was hard or not..
i lose 10marks for sure but didnt bother much..
paper1 use calculator so time-consuming la..i rather we're not allowed to use calculators for paper1..
hmm..dun feel good..
think for the 1st half of the year i dun want to care much for results..
will study more nex time..

hmm..i'm resting for awhile..going back to study my ss at 9..
jus started today..sian..nex time cannot last min study..if not really dunno start from where..
today chem lesson nth much..most ppl during physics revision..
mt tan laoshi told the class abt paper1 format n stuffs..
hmm..think mrs ng's mood not really good today?
she suaned angela n some others till quite jialat..
then after that angela oso not in good mood..
after sch we looked for ms ng for chem..
spent like so much time..from 3 until dunno wad time..
kamal asked me to blow at ms ng's ear n see her reaction..
her reaction very big..so funny..then she said got goosebumps..
tmrw going to look for her again with angela n xueling after ss paper..
then find ms quek at 1.30..like so late lor..
mus study for physics tmrw..still havent got enough practice..
need to go back to my ss revision..